About Eshu & Eshu’s Favourites❤🩹: - Nicknames: 1. Pretty girl in pyjamas (PGIP) (her favourite) 2. Eshu 3. Headlights 4. My love 5. Mi Amor 6. Hottie 7. Meri Zindagi 😁 8. My gujju Eshal123! - Food: (ALMOST NO SWEETS!) 1. Howdy 2. Sushi 3. Tomatoes 4. Red Cheetos 5. Takis 6. Achaar 7. Daal Chawal 8. KFC 9. Pickles 10. Grizzly 11. Gol Gappay 12. OKA Sushi - Drinks: 1. Fuzetea Peach 2. Fresher Peach Drink 3. Cola (not her fav tho) - The flowers she likes: 1. Tulips (her favourite) (pink & white) 2. White roses 3. Lillies 4. Daisies 5. Sunflowers - Things she likes to do: 1. Driving (she likes big cars aswell) 2. Sleeping 3. Watching movies 4. Using the radio she just got 5. Praying with dimmed lights (or no lights) 6. Making videos and photos in her head 7. Going out to eat 8. Playing with Haneen (until it starts to get draining) 9. Taking care of her loved ones 10. Making an effort to make someone happy 11. Taking photos and recording videos of herself when she thinks she looks pretty (she always looks pretty) 12. Dressing up 13. Hanging out with Yumna & Mariya 14. Being independent 15. Watching the rain pour 16. Looking out of a window during a cold morning 17. Using her P1 18. Wearing a saaree 19. Making new friends 20. Participating in new things 21. - Things about her: 1. She feels free when she drives 2. She never wants me to pay because she wants to be independent 3. Her idea of peace is being alone and looking out of a window when it’s cold 4. She really likes spicy food 5. She doesn’t like sweets as much 6. She blushes (even though she never admits it) 7. She laughs alot 8. She hates being woken up or disturbed when she’s sleeping 9. She gets really really curious and she doesn’t stop asking until you answer her 10. She’s afraid she’ll be a failure 11. She studies a lot 12. She doesn’t have an appetite sometimes 13. She’s insecure about her body (her acne, hip-dips, and her body hair) (she’s perfect) 14. She just wants to be alone sometimes 15. She appreciates the small things she has in life 16. She expresses sometimes and sometimes she doesn’t say a word about how she feels 17. She really likes my dimples for some reason 18. She’s really paranoid 😭 19. She’s someone who has a genuine heart and it shows 20. She says she doesn’t get turned on really easily 😭😭 (not true) 21. Her dream is to become an F1 driver and going abroad to study - How she makes me feel🥰: 1. She makes me feel like what I do for her is more than enough 2. After I talk to her, I smile until I fall asleep 3. She never told to shut up nor did she ever say that I talk too much 4. She never singles me out 5. She appreciates every single effort I put in for her 6. She notices all the small things I do for her 7. She makes me feel confident about myself when she compliments me 8. She makes me feel like I’m kinda good looking 9. She never judges me 10. She sacrifices her sleep just to talk to me 11. She can notice how I’m feeling and she shows concern 12. She makes me tell her the things that bother me 13. She always held me down whenever I needed it 14. She’d hold my hand when I’d get anxious 15. She’d tell me that she feels safe with me🤭 16. She makes everything be okay 17. She makes me feel like I’m in love with the prettiest girl alive 18. She gives me butterflies 19. She turns me on so quick 😭 20. She makes me feel the happiest 21. I find peace in her and I don’t worry about anything when she’s with me 22. I can be myself around her, I never had to fake anything 23. When I look into her eyes, it feels like I forget about everything else 24. She is home for me 25. She tries her best to cheer me up 26. She leaves me star struck 🤩 Eshu I don’t know if you’ll ever get to read this but aapki soch hai how much you mean to me, you don’t know how mad I get when someone upsets you or makes you feel insecure about yourself, I just say “how could someone say anything bad about her? She’s literally perfect”. As I always say you don’t have anything to be insecure about, you’re everything and anything I could ever ask for, and the truth is, you’re wayyyy out of my league even though you say I’m not, but I feel like that when I see you. I say to myself “Oh my god, she’s so pretty, how can I ever keep her?”😭😭, I mean this in a good way. It breaks my heart whenever I see you cry, My Love, it honestly bothers me so much and I try doing anything I can to make you feel better and to just put a small smile on your beautiful face, and I literally MELT when I see you smile, it leaves me starstruck, and it never gets old. Whenever I make you laugh, I feel like so so happy because laughter and happiness are the only things you deserve, and I laugh when you laugh because your laugh is so contagious, and you turn red sometimes when you laugh, it’s honestly so adorable. When you send voice messages of you revising Pak-Studies or Islamiat, I fall in love with your voice again and again, I don’t know, there’s something about it that just calms me down and it shuts off all the stress in my head, it’s like a drug. And I love the way you talk aswell, it’s so polite and adorable and respectful that I address you with ‘aap’, ‘ji’, and ‘aapko’ now. I feel the need to respect you aswell. I also feel the need to express whatever’s in my heart about you, I feel the need to go to the stars and above just to see you smile, I feel the need to care for you and love you all you need, I feel the need to make you feel safe, I feel the need to compliment you and just tell you a fraction of how mesmerising you look. I feel the need to give you anything and everything you’d ever want, My Love. You deserve it and you deserve more than that. And I appreciate you so much for the things you consider little but they mean the world to me. I want to appreciate you for staying up and sacrificing your sleep just because we’d be talking, I wanna appreciate you for complimenting me and telling me to post my pump on instagram😭 I feel like I’m actually making progress that day, I appreciate you for the time you take out for me from your day, I really really appreciate when you ask me something you don’t know the answer to, I appreciate you always listening to me talk and never shutting me up😭, and I really appreciate you for just bearing me I guess Eshu. These things mean the world to me, you mean the world to me🤭. And that’s why, I wanna satisfy you in every way and in the best ways possible, I wanna satisfy you emotionally, mentally, physically, sexually, everything😭. I wanna treat you so well that you feel like you’re a princess (that you already are), I want you to forget about your insecurities when you’re with me because I’ll accept all of them and I know they are insecurities to you but they’re the biggest parts of perfection that you have. I miss you so much and hopefully we’ll meet in a month and when we do meet, I’ll have plenty of surprises for you🤭 and I wanna say all these things I’m saying right now but in person, just so I could say tell you how you beautiful you are right to your face, I miss your brown eyes, your glasses, your smile and especially your monkey face😭. And I love that you like eating spicy food and that you don’t prefer eating sweets as much it makes you even more unique, you truly are one of a kind🤭🤭. I miss looking at you when you wouldn’t be looking back, just so I could maybe admire you from a distance.
Hey Eshu, I know you’re asleep but I just wanted to say that I’m really grateful for having you in my life, I’m at this point where I can’t imagine it without you, I can’t imagine anything without you, I can’t imagine any of my plans without including you, I can’t imagine the outcome of anything monetarily profitable and not get anything for you. You being there is the biggest blessing god has ever given me, it makes me so happy to know that someone who knows me so well/inside out exists in my life and I know them so well and I can tell them how much I appreciate them, it makes me ecstatic. I know that you don’t know how to express your gratitude to me for the things I say or do for you, so I just want you to know that it’s completely okay, I love that you get awkward and that you freeze a bit not knowing what to say or do, that’s enough for me. The reason why I express what all I feel about you is because I want to say it and I want to make you happy as well while I say it. Aaj kal, my confidence has been at an all time high ever since you’ve started to compliment the progress I’ve made in the gym, whenever you compliment me, it feels like my heart turns into a firework and it explodes in like so many colors lmao, that’s how it feels, I have a big smile on my face for a couple of hours after that, and when I remind myself of what you say, the smile comes back even wider (dimples included), I really love the way you compliment me, it turns me into a baby sometimes listening to the things you say. Ever since I got a break from my exams, I’ve gotten the time to write you all these things, believe me when I say it’s effortless to jot everything I feel about you down, it seems like the words are written down themselves, and it feels like my heart and my fingers are so interconnected that the only reason I need to use my brain while expressing to you is to check the grammar. Everything is so effortless when it comes to you, My Love, you bring me so much comfort and joy, I really enjoy it. You told me yesterday on call that ‘My Love’ is your favourite nickname out of the other 6 I usually call you, so, I guess I’ll start calling you My love more, My Love. You make me the happiest, Eshu, talking to you for a couple of minutes makes me feel like all of the bad things in my life just disappear, I don’t feel this anywhere else, I guess we could just call it the ‘Eshal Effect’. Anyways, this is all I had to say today, I hope this brought a smile on your face and it gave you a good start to your day. Study well, eat well, and stay hydrated, Eshu. I’m always rooting for you My Love. ❤🩹 Truly Yours - moose ❤🩹 When I need a break, all I need is you The reason why I don’t get mad is because I don’t wanna hurt the baby Eshu that’s in you my love, I always think about her before I say anything that can remotely hurt you. I think about what I say a thousand times before I say it depending on it being hurtful or not
You know how much I love her? It’s even when she takes a breath in a different way, I get corncerned as to why, or if something is wrong. My heart calls your name I want you to sit on my lap and make you feel my cock getting hard for you