Hi eshu, I think you’ve fallen asleep, but I just wanted to say that I’m so proud of you and your discipline. Trust me, sleeping everyday for only 4 hours and going to school, working, and maintaining a relationship with your family is not easy. You’re a very strong girl eshu, and I’m very proud of you. You’re the most hard working person I know, you’re awesome really. Other than this, I just wanted to say thank you for caring so much for me, I honestly am so grateful and I feel so guilty for hurting you the way I did. I’m so sorry eshu, I’ve always thought to myself that I should never speak to you in a bad manner nor should I ever disrespect you or do anything to hurt you, because I know that you’ve been through some stuff that you did not deserve to go through, and yes, thats why I just want you to feel safe, at peace, and comfortable with me. Because you deserve so much more than you think you do eshu, and I’m sorry that aaj kal I’ve been so bad to you, but I promise to not be like this ever again. I can’t fathom seeing you hurt, I can’t fathom hurting the girl who I care for, more than anything. I’d die of guilt. You’ve motivated me to be such a better version of myself eshu, everyday, I try tailoring myself slowly and slowly, to one day, be the best man that I can be, so that I can treat you just like the princess you are and to take care of you forever. I appreciate everything you’ve done for me so much eshu, it honestly makes me emotional sometimes when I think about how you’ve helped me in so many ways. I appreciate how you’ve also accepted me in ways that nobody else has and I appreciate that you didn’t just shut me out nor did you ever make me feel bad about just being myself. You made me feel safe enough to discuss ANYTHING with you, and that’s what I value more than anything. I don’t just want you for your body eshal, I want you for everything you are, I want you to show me every side of you, I’ll always be there whenever you’re ready to do that eshu. Thank you, for showing so much concern and for understanding how I feel and how I felt, I promise that your words don’t just float and disappear from my head, they make all the difference eshal, every single time. I know that it’ll take you some time to feel like you can trust me again, but eshu, I’ll be right by your side to help you with that, and with everything really. You can call me right after rohaan leaves, you can cry to me, you can shout, you can scream, you can laugh, you can bawl your eyes out with me on video call, and most importantly, you can always and I mean always talk to me. about ANYTHING. I’m sorry that I’m being so expressive, I know it’s not the right timing to be expressive but I just wanted to let you know how proud I am and how you’ve always motivated me to become a better version of myself. I also said all this because I respect you, a lot, and I just wanted to let you know that I still do, I respect and appreciate your honesty and the time that you invest in talking to me. You can always and forever find home in me if you can’t find it anywhere else, my pretty girl in pyjamas. ❤🩹 No sword can do to me what you do to me, Nor meeting my enemy is like meeting you, If an arrow from the enemy landed in my liver, It won’t get me like your eyes got me