Hey baby, I’m writing this from Sheffield tonight. It’s been a long day but I just couldn’t get you off my mind. I don’t know if you know but the first school I went to was called TSPS (the Sheffield private school) in Dubai. It was nice, still talk to a couple of people from that school idk how but yeah. I was always curious of what this city had but it doesn’t seem that special, it looks like every other English city other than London. London is big and it has different like one could say sectors or grids where there are different things. I’ll explain when we meet gujju Meri. Anyways, I’m missing you a lot, aaj zyada kr rha for some reason, you’re on my mind. Maybe it’s bcz I’m kinda really really tired and I didn’t get much sleep for the past two days either. I was busy working on Jazel. I know how much you love that I named the company after you, it’s what I intended to happen. I wanna make you feel remembered even when we don’t speak at all, bcz you’re a big piece of me still and nobody has been able to fit that piece after it has gone missing yk. So yeah, kinda missing you a lot and how alike we are. Ur mum was right about our chemistry, I felt it again when we were on call the other day when I told u about Jazel and eveyrhting, it was like we were completing each others sentences and we were making jokes that only we’d get. Kinda felt like we were reading each other’s minds gujju. I miss you bro, I miss you so very much. I wish I could just leave eveyrhting and get a house in the countryside in Pakistan and live there with you my whole life, that’s what I feel like rn. Or if not that, I wanna come back home to you and only you, and just bury myself head in your lap or your hands or ur cute sa tummy. By saying tummy im not saying that ur fat it’s actually flat asf which i rlly love btw, so very hot. But I wouldn’t care if you had fat on ur tummy either, your body would turn me on either way😭. Just goes to show that I like you in any way, hot or well…. hot. I’m lying alone in this bed right now in my hotel room and the only thing that comes into my mind is us cuddling together under the covers and me rubbing your body to relax you to sleep as I give you kisses on your forehead and your face. I think I’m finally able to kind of imagine certain moments of a future where we end up together gujju and it feels so fucking good. Especially this hotel thing, only thing I want right now is your body next to me with your soft hands and skin touching mine gujju. Honestly feels like heaven as I’m thinking about it right now baby, just the two of us under the covers and it’s cold out too. I wanna travel through England with you gujuu and Canada and America and fucking every other country and city. I wanna experience the whole world and everything in it with you right by my side and nowhere else. Or else, i don’t want to do anything. Sab kuch Tumharay saath bas Eshal. I hope you dreamt about me last night aswell, it’s 4:40am for me right now and I just got off this long ass call. Goodnight baby I love you so much and I hope to see you as soon as possible. I hope ur taking care of yourself and having fun and also thinking of m 😝. I pray god makes me capable enough to make that dream come true that you had of me taking care of all your problems eshu, may Allah make me capable enough Ameen. CLIENTS STILL FUCKINY TEXTING ME IM SO COOKED. anyways, where are you my peace in all this chaos? Call me sometime, I miss hearing your soothing voice pretty girl, and yes how I wish you were next to me right now. Goodnight my sweet girl, I love you and I don’t wanna stop talking on this note for some reason. I need colors in my life again baby so don’t be too late okay? Gujju ho Meri cute si my cuddly si baby, you’re my cuddly teddy bear 🧸 who I wanna keep and hug and kiss forever. God I’m so sweet eshu ur missing out😝😝. Kidding ofc. But yeah love youuuuuuu and I mean it more and more everytime I say it. I want ur kisses and cuddlessssssss why are u in Lahore jaaneman come here or I’ll die 😭😭😭. Bas thoru sa time hai aapkay paas before I die of pod😭. So make the most of it with me okay? 😁. Meri understanding aur nurturing baby Cutu si Itni paaru aur caring. I want you to take care of our babies the same way you take care of Neenu and when you get drained I’ll take care of them. If we get married I promise to be the best husband for you and to take care of you and to put you before me and if we have kids them even. Pehle factory phir product 😁 okay that sounds funny and I bet you’d laugh. Ill give you my jacket if ur cold while I freeze and I will feed you and baby you when you’re hungry and in need of love and I’ll be so proud of having you and I’ll flex it sm. if someone asks me to go out or something I’ll say “i can’t im with the wife😁”. Won’t apologise or anything, we’ll be each others best friends forever 😁😁😁. Best life ever. I’m so ready to settle down as soon as I get money coming in consistently and as soon as I think I can give you the life you deserve and as soon as you think you’re ready ofcourse if you are at all baby. It’s all upto you other than the money I’ve to make😭. Soon inshallah. Goodbye baby I pray for you all the time❤.