Hi eshu, my beautiful girl. I hope you’re doing so so so well. I had an eventful night aaj, we went out with family friends for dinner, had nice convos and Woh sab. Basically I had a great time, but there was a though lingering in my mind the whole time. It was you, and how it’d be better if you were here, I’d have so much more fun. I’m not being ungrateful or anything, I had a really good night but yeah, I was missing you. I wanted to tell you about tonight and how everything went Lekin that’s not possible abhi na, I miss jab mein Tumhe nakhray dekha ta tha then I’d apologise and become a baby, I miss all of that sm. I don’t like the way things are between us right now but I guess it’s necessary. Sometimes somethings happen in my life and I get so excited and think that I’ll tell you and I’ll get to see your reaction but then I remember that we don’t talk and it breaks my heart. You’re my home eshu, and I miss when I’d come back to you every night and tell you kiya kiya howa hai din mein and I’d listen to you and you’d tell me everything about what’s going on with your life. I really rrslly wish that things were different, kabhi kbhi it gets really hard and idk how to deal with myself the way you’d do it. I miss having someone that understands me, sometimes better than I do myself. You’re my baby, don’t ever forget that okay? You can always come to me anytime for anything, I’ll always be here, just the way i promised. Just came back soon please okay? I can’t fathom everything without you being there. I miss how well you’d treat me and how well you’d console me, it was something that I had never felt before and something that I needed going thru all those changes in my life. One day, and hopefully that day is close, we can be back to normal again and we can have the same amount of fun or even more once again, and this time, forever. I love you so very much eshu, more than you could ever imagine. I promise to come back home to you soon if you let me okay? Sometimes you’re all that I had when everyone else gave up on me, and ab sometimes I’m just alone and it’s so so so sad eshu, jaldi ajao please. You’re the backbone of this 16 year old boy whose heart breaks every single day that you aren’t here. Please give my soul and my heart peace and come back soon my love. I’m praying that you do. Goodnighttttt my gujju❤🩹 you’re the sweetest and kindest girl ever, the girl that brings the sunshine in my life. I love you so much ❤🩹