Hey eshu, I just wanted to tell you how I felt when you wrote me a letter. I guess, I did show you how I felt about it physically but I just wanted to write this down aswell. I was so excited, like really. The smile on my face was so big and you could see the excitement on my face. My face became so bright all of a sudden and I got really really happy. I felt so special because it was the first time someone had written me a letter, telling me how grateful they are for me, how they appreciate everything I do, how much fun they have with me, how happy they feel about me loving them, all of it. It made me so happy. It got me a bit emotional aswell, but the good waala emotional, it touched me in a way that no other piece of writing could. It was so sweet. I remember reading it out loud with you by my side and I bet you could’ve noticed how my tone would change as the letter would unfold, it was written beautifully. I felt so grateful and so lighthearted in a way that, I don’t know, it was something that I had never felt before. Everything was perfect, the way we were sitting next to each other, the way I was reading it out loud, and looking at you for split seconds while reading it, and bringing you closer and closer to me and holding you with one hand and holding the letter with my other hand. It was all better than I could ever imagine it to be. And it was the best surprise and gift that I’ve ever gotten. It honestly made me the happiest out of all the gifts I’ve ever received. I remember after finishing the letter. I put it to the side and I just hugged you. I held you so tightly and you said that I was squeezing you😭, I was kind of emotional and happy at the same time and I just wanted to show that I was very very very grateful for you, and the effort you put into writing this letter. I loved it eshu, every single word of it. It was amazing in every way possible. Thank you for making me feel so special and so appreciated, I don’t know how I could ever repay you for this. And one more thing, you deserve me eshu, okay? You deserve my love, my care, my kindness, everything good I do for you, you deserve it all. Don’t ever feel like you don’t deserve me okay? (I’m not saying this in like an egoistic way where like I’m saying that you only deserve me 😭 but I’m just trying to tell you that, what you’re doing is enough for now, and when the time is perfect, you can do more for me if you’d like to.) I’m all yours and my heart is all yours. You’re very sweet and adorable, and you writing me a letter was very thoughtful of you. You honestly are the girl of my dreams, I wanna marry you one day. I love you so very much, my love, I pray for your happiness everyday and for us to maybe get married agar “naseeb mein howa”, as you say. I love you again, and I hope to meet you so very soonnnnnnnnn.❤🩹❤🩹